every morning I walk around the park and I either use it or I do not feel bad about not using it it is not masking when I choose not to use it because it takes a toll on my arm and shoulder and sometimes I really love just I always hold it in my hand folded up and sometimes I just love walking around with it like that because if the light is good and I am in the park and I know where I am and I do not feel I need it I will keep it folded up I will put it back out if the light gets strong or there are lots of people around but it is important in my mind that when I am choosing not to use it it is not because of a shame thing it is not a masking thing but it is because genuinely I want to give my arm a break and I want to move in a particular way but I will go to the park without it past a load of builders say and come back from the park using it past the same builders and I am aware of that and I think oh well this is strange
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every morning I walk around the park and I either use it or I do not feel bad about not using it it is not masking when I choose not to use it because it takes a toll on my arm and shoulder and sometimes I really love just I always hold it in my hand folded up and sometimes I just love walking around with it like that because if the light is good and I am in the park and I know where I am and I do not feel I need it I will keep it folded up I will put it back out if the light gets strong or there are lots of people around but it is important in my mind that when I am choosing not to use it it is not because of a shame thing it is not a masking thing but it is because genuinely I want to give my arm a break and I want to move in a particular way but I will go to the park without it past a load of builders say and come back from the park using it past the same builders and I am aware of that and I think oh well this is strange